Friday, February 24, 2012

Day 3 - It's So Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaard

Yes, I had to quote Big Pun in my title because yesterday was a HARD DAY. I am a mom, who has to cook meals for my 2 kids, and a kid I watch. Do you know what it is like to have candy, fried chicken, rice and beans and various vegetables in your favorite sauces rubbed in your face?!?!?! I Was so weak yesterday - sooooo weak...but I went out to the craft store, and I started google searching obesity and ailments, and the thought of how much cholesterol is in my heart right now sobered me up.

The funny thing is, my stomach is closing. It doesn't growl or complain about anything --it's my mouth!My mouth waters and I salivate like Pavlov's dog at the mention of anythi. ng edible. I have a peacock cake to make today, and I can't taste anything. I have never written down my recipes, and now I am left with no choice but to record my measurements. That is the only way to ensure that it will be good, and the same type of "good" all the time.

I have decided - I would like to carry this out until May 3rd -a solid 10 weeks of no food. Reason being that I have events May 5th and I need to be eating or I am going to hear it from friends who will be convinced this is about weight loss. Secondly, I think that is more than enough time to make a dent in all my ailments and reverse them. Third and most certainly least, I think that will give me a really nice amount of weight loss - NOT that this is about weight loss, BUT the extra added side effect of taking charge of my life is something I am definitely NOT mad at :).

O - one more weirdo thing that happened yesterday - the diarrhea. Yea I know, gross - but get over it! Everyone poops and if you want honesty there is no way I can candy coat shit. It was weird, only a little bit, but sort of mucusy. Very weird. I am going to look up today what that was about.

Wish me luck...I have another 9 weeks and 2 days to go.

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